March 2009

It's been like ages for me to have a new post...HAHAHA~~oh well..better late than never i guess...I'm in MIRI now..& been going to classes since like 3 weeks ago..hahaha...n guess wat...these 3 weeks r very fun to me..i get to meet up with my frens n hang out with them..n i actually went out almost every nite for the 1st 2weeks i guess..very outgoing...:D

well...been going to pubs n stuff for 3 weeks straight now..n i jst recovered from my back pain u know...XD

the 1st time i been to thai bar n soho is with Ardhie..he is like my big bro, my guardian n best fren all in one..he is protective but i still m happy going out with him..he is like one of the best..he took me to soho for like dunno how many times n took me to al fresco plus balcony for sometimes...hahaha....its a very very happy+fun+crazy time for me...well,the truth is,i like clubbing..."clubber gal"

n i jst had an awesome nite last nite...been to island for a little start up then up to balcony..drinking n dancing as usual but tis time i didnt get to dance on the speaker coz the guys doesnt want to...n ya...2nd round at thai bar...the music is much more better coz balcony was like playing the China Dolls songs...:S

i even met a lot of curtin students there,include my fav mama...joanne..she is considered drunk but then she is perfectly fine..still pretty n enjoying..but then they left early coz mama nid to go home....n there it goes for me with Ivan(Senior) and Daniel...we were like dancing for dunno how many hours until thai bar is closed..:D Ivan even bought me a rose..so cute of him...:D

n off for supper...n arrived home at 630am...hahaha...well,had fun n will b continuing tis coming friday or maybe saturday...hahaha....totally a club gal already..XD

pics taken recently in Miri:

1st time i met joanne mama when im back in miri..thai bar...

tequila pops from their gang..

mei ching & i

sarah's bday surprise at Soho

My sad boring holiday

Somehow I felt everything around me isn't right. And somehow i felt alone. I guess, I am a loner here, no close frens or maybe no real frens at all. I even felt that my fren is lying to me. Making me look like an idiot. My feelings are very confusing but I am sure that the guy that i wanted is the one that care the most and hardly can forget. Even my mom talk about him a lot but still, I dont have the chance to be with him. I tried to stay home as long as I could, but my parents wouldn't let me. I wanted to be the anto-social gal so badly but it worries my mom. I really felt depressing and getting more depress as time pass so quickly. I even cried every night before I sleep because I felt alone and cheated. Everything I hope for is really depressing. I love him but he dont. I want to be alone but no one let me. I don't want to get stupid and annoying Qs from some people but they still ask. I hardly laugh or smile here. I dont even remember when is the last time i smile or laugh except I went out with him that night. What a confusing life I have and what a silly thought I have. I don't even know what I typed but just the words that I hope to say it out without in order.

Wonderful Xmas eve with my family~~

my mom and my youngest little bro...

isnt it pretty?? MERRY X'MAS~~

my bro's dinner... chicken chop i guess...

n tis is my dinner... forget wat it is... hahahha..... tats me taking a picture of me n my dad at the background... hahaha..... dad was calling almost every of his friends just to say merry xmas.. n guess wat, me n my bros got tat call too.. in front of him... hahaha..... n my mom just hang up the phone... hahahhaa... funny~~

Sad Holiday~~Xmas night

Guess wat... ugly rashes and damn itchy.. didnt sleep the whole night.. and i mean Xmas night.. got such rashes after i got back from a dinner with my friend, Mark. I think is something with the dinner tat i had triggered such rashes.. happy at front, sad at the end.. u think so too?? pity me~~~

Back at My Home Sweet Home????

Arrived my hometown on the day my best fren's bday. (Dec 7) Was very happy & excited but then,something isn't right. My fren, Sammy is getting marry soon. Wat a shock but still,happy to hear tat she is happy. hhhmmm... Been back to my hometown for some time,but there r not much excitement. Kinda boring too.. Hope to get back to sch as soon as possible.. haiz... Wat a sad holiday..

After 2 weeks in Sdk,my family & I went to KK for holiday. (arrived yesterday, Dec18). Hopefully,I will have some excitement here & get to have fun too.. :)

Holiday~~

Isn't it beautiful..

The shiiny balls hanging on the Xmas tree are so big..

*bigger than my head a lot*

Me & Joanne ma ma...

At 1 borneo.. It's so big that i got lost..

Hahaha...

:)

Joanne ma ma... pretty ler..

:)

I am a rain deer.. hahaha~~~

so cute ler.. hahaha....

Had a wonderful ice-cream at warisan,kk..

hahaha... Irish Coffee (contains alcohol )

so yummy.. & made me so awake..

*was feeling so tired coz been awake the night before*

Good bye MIRI~~

After having dinner at Shereen's place, a wonderful 'lemon cheesecake' is served made by Shereen & Joanne mama.. Pity that I didn't get a pic of it.. haha... So wish I'm in MIRI...

Webcamming with Ivan after dinner.. :)

SHOPPING DAYZ with the pretty young ladies tomorrow.. YIPPIE~~~

ooooo~~~~ guess what are these!! muahaha~~~

tasty & delicious, dont they...

but the price are more tasty to u..

Just arrived the airport..

& had a little snapshot with Dearest Ivan.. :p

Arrived the airport around 130pm & waited for Kellie..& arrived KK at about 330pm.. It's kinda happy to be in KK but missed MIRI more than my own hometown.. That is because I got my own space in Miri & my own self occupied room.. Hahaha....